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My 15Mgs of Fame
Below are the 15 most recent journal entries.
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2008.02.27 19.13
just this wednesday
I've moved three times and still have not found my primus cd. I' afraid it's gone for good. and now....what will I do when I want to hear my name is mud?
also
why don't I have a weezer cd?
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2008.01.12 22.19
Life...
I think I speak for all of us when I say...
needs more cowbell.
Mood:  contemplative
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2007.10.25 01.37
I confess:
I stole 2 grab bags of chili cheese fritos and a 20 oz Dr. Pepper from the Quick stop up the road.
Penance anyone?
Mood:  mellow
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2007.06.08 16.15
Does it burn...
The Hotness!
Corey's graduation hard rock live at universal studios...
( I see you )
btw, went to the tool concert last week.....
mind
officially
blown
Music: bush-everythings zen
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2006.11.12 17.27
revisited
How far away do I have to go, for this to not be happening to me...
I keep running into my past
my present is ok
but much less
like a present
than maybe it could be.
I'm filing missing persons report on my brain
it's been gone for so long.
autopilot
can save your life
but it can't land your fucking plane
I'll be at the helm again in no time.
no
time.
Mood:  cold
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2006.08.24 03.08
note to self
Be what you admire in others
Mood:  awake
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2006.07.11 16.52
this one is for all my many fans
you know...I lived in this house with this guy and we had known each other for a long time. I paid him rent and promised to move out in january, I moved out a week early. I did the same things when I met him as I had done when I left, no surprises with me. I still smoked weed and was still a pro domme just like when we met three years before. I don't do stuff like say I have a degree and promise to get a job then mooch off you for an undetermined amount of time using various flimsy excuses. I also never committed a crime against either of them, though they did commit one on my behalf. She stalked me online for months after I moved out, I had to quit frequenting my favorite chat boards, put my LJ underground, changed my e-mails and the names I chat with. I really don't know why she did all this, I barely know her and she damn sure knows nothing about me since she has not had more than 3-5 conversations with me, none of them lasting more than 15 minutes. I've never stalked her or really even gave a shit what she did other than to scoff about how rich's grand new wife with degree does nothing but lay around his house jobless, talk too loudly in public and embarrass him, even my scoffing is minimal because that karma thing is real. My last month of living there consisted of me doubled over with tubes sticking out of me then rich or her coming downstairs to tell me how I wasn't doing things to their standards and shit, then they would make it really difficult for me to work and make money so I could move out. Nearly every day rich would come down and yell at me, telling me how I wasn't trying to move out, how I wanted to stay there, how I wasn't working or doing anything, then three seconds later he would say, well I know you been looking at houses, and I know you just had surgery and I know you have been needing money for clothes since you have none, but even though I know all that stuff, carla has me all worked up so I have to come down here and bitch at you even though I know you are doing all you can do and I have no right to be down here in your business.
Why did all that happen to me? I held up my end of all agreements I had with rich, except for giving him the last $200 dollars I owed him for rent on my last month. I didn't give it to him because I moved out early and I got shit constantly from him and her for no reason at all. I even got the cops called on me because one time rich came down to bitch at me and wouldn't leave me alone, I asked him too, I begged him too, then carla came down and bitched at me some more with rich next to her giving an amen. I got to hear how trashy I was, how tacky and classless, how I thought my shit didn't stink, that I wasn't looking for a house, how I wanted to live there forever and all this way stupid shit they where convinced of even though none of it, not even one word was true. When I protested that I didn't want to stay, I had already picked out a house, all I needed to do was work to get the deposit and I was gone, that I wasn't trashy or tacky or horrible and presented them evidence of all my plans to move, didn't matter. Logic has no bearing on either of them when they get to spitting and spluttering about their made up bullshit. So after 2 hours of bitching at me, telling me what a horrible person I am, telling me I want to stay there and I'm not doing anything but smoking weed and being on the computer. (which is how I made 1200 in a week *eyeroll*) After 2 hours I'm a little crazy, wouldn't you be? and I screamed at him to leave me alone, to leave my area, the one I pay rent for that is supposed to be my dwelling and he won't leave and he keeps on and I scream more and tear my hair out by the roots and hit the wall. She decided that someone 1 week out of major surgery on vicodin with blood drain tubes sticking out of them who is totally unable to even stand upright is threat enough to call the cops on. I was mortified.
The funniest thing about it was, I had no idea why they where downstairs yelling at me, all that month I had planned to rest, recoup and work. I had a house picked out and all the paperwork done, all that was left was to get the deposit. I kept my area clean, I was upstairs maybe an hour a day just to get some food that I bought for myself(mostly I ate out though), I didn't bitch at them for anything except when the cat stuff on the floor smelled so bad it was making me retch. No exaggeration there, it was fetid; girlfriend was home ALL day and could not bother to clean after her own pets. So if they had shut up, left me alone and let me be I would have gladly handed over what I owed rich for rent and that hole in the wall would never have happened though I would have moved out one week later.
When I met rich he had a tiny and gross apartment in a mexican complex that constantly smelled like chili and had a job he totally hated. When I left him he had a new job he loved and a brand new house we picked out together, had built special to live our lives in and all this happened because I am a loving and supportive girl to be with; I like helping men I love helping them to acheive goals. I guess now carla will make sure he has nothing left of what we worked so hard for, unless she can get over herself enough to work a job and pay his mortgage while he is in jail. Though somehow I don't think she will.
I go to the DA tomorrow about the insurance fraud. I hate to do this, but he broke the law.
So carla you go ahead and read this entry, get good and pissed off, feel totally justified in everything you did because I sheri Spears totally deserved everything you did to ruin me. Despite the fact that I was and still remain a total stranger to you. Too bad who you are really ruining is rich, your lush little life in grayson is there because I busted that mans balls motivating him into achieving all those things you are getting the benefit of.
And what do I get, for my three wasted years of being cheated on, promised marraige (three trips we took to get married all failed because of him), treated like an object, ignored for the internet, the vicim of his misplaced aggression and constantly mistaken for chrystian.....I get defrauded by him.
I think you are reflecting all those things you fear about yourself onto me. I have never been helpless, I have never been a lost little girl, I have manners AND I have an inside voice. Every obsticle in front of me, I have overcome, and not by breaking the law or whining about migrains and making someone else take care of my shit. I am woman, hear me roar bitch.
Tremble all ye evildoers for the wrath of sheri is slow, but mighty and justice is on my side motherfuckers.
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2006.06.19 21.06
so the doctors office called me wanting money
so I called a lawyer and laid it all on her
I didn't want to do this, to ruin someone’s life
and she said
he did it to himself sheri, all you can do is keep it from hurting you too.
and then I said...
I guess I have to sue him
and she said
If you win this case the states attorney will file insurance fraud against him. The minimum sentence is two years in prison. He will probably never be able to get insurance for the rest of his life; at his age he will be lucky to get a job when he is released.
and then I said...
Do you think I can win the case?
and she said
without a doubt you will win this case.
and then I said...
will you represent me?
and she said
yes
it's on motherfuckers, enjoy your last days of freedom.
I am not your victim and I will not be.
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2006.02.02 20.12
waves of bliss wash over me
and here I am
The weather in Florida is beautiful, and so is he.
Mood:  happy
Music: eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
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2003.10.10 15.42
Idle Hands Comics
I have too much time on my hands, check out my new comic
( click me )
Mood:  energetic
Music: Korn & Garbage - Freak On A Leash (Techno Remix)
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